Spotlight Phantom

Spotlight Phantom

Show after show performing

Night after night performance fright

Pressure building because you’re feeling the people

See their faces and always the eyes burning

Emotional is tangible and it pushes

Into my head and down into the picks

I must resist so my mind becomes my hands

No thoughts or thinking, only hearing sounds

Let it go is the trust or confidence that I must

I know each time it gets harder and nearer is the bust

So reach for what I must in order to be

In the lights they can’t see that I’ve taken one or three

My being is racing while my focus is calm

I’m playing without breaking in a world of charm

But I know my sacrifice is nothing but vice

How long until I have to choose death or life?

For Natalie

For Natalie [Delon]

True beauty’s not skin deep

It exudes and is for keeps

The lines and wrinkles will battle

Movement and smile will still everyone, rattle

See it comes from within

That essence which generates sin

Those earthly pleasures which the dead souls hate

The ones they warn will keep you outside heaven’s gate

But how can it be wrong?

Any happiness that hurts no one

See ridicule in suppression

Witness woe from repression

So come in from staying out at sea

No longer sadness pretending to be glee

Live without guilt from desire

Be free in Liberty and celebrate your humanness with fire

In The Stillness

In The Stillness

Yom Kippur quietness after kol nidrei has knighted

Musical chant from over a thousand years recited

Profound stillness over the Land of the Jews

Barely a blink in history time, since restored Liberty was news

I hear the cries as The Inquisitions tried

I hear the cries as the Russian Cossacks slaughtered

I hear the cries as Nazi ovens burned

I hear the cries in the Soviet gulags

Forgiveness and life inscribed, the new beginning

Burden of guilt swept away under divine light

Mysteries of faith that swing from belief to disbelief

Where reality is certainty and all else without veracity

But now in Liberty the Day of Atonement

No hiding or fear that a hostile gun is near

Repentance or acceptance by the faithful or atheist

None can take away that it’s done because of the strength, of the Zionist

Torturous Blue Sky

Torturous Blue Sky

Those crevices of your mind, you never know what you’ll find

The dare to take the risk and explore then frisk

Fascinations that whisper and alarm

Fantasies and machinations that calm

But what if you uncover something that makes you shudder?

Never again able to forget or conquer

The risk of recesses that’ll shift you from pacifist to masochist

Tip you over the forbidden edge touching screaming sadism

Feeling the rising desire to accept or inflict sharp strikes of fire

That shocked mind running away in terror

Reaching is the feeling and next the burning sharp cutting

Your blood or that of another, then the realization and reeling

Suddenly peace and calm, to sleep after you’ve been damned

Into a new era you’ve awakened

Disturbance is raging in your psyche wishing for yesterday

But you’ve taken yourself prisoner: welcome to mental dystopia

America: NOT Guilty!

America: NOT Guilty!

Beware the enemies within the fold

They strike between the cracks of gold

Divide and conquer is their goal

Like the atom, once struck, you’re left with coal

To pick up the pieces are the demagogues

They slither in with warm glowing logs

Not by accident because they undermined your mind

Destroying your symbols that Liberty defined

Sing the Anthem that defeated fascism and communism

Fly the Flag that united and built the greatest Nation via capitalism

Stand strong and straight with never a knee bent

Let the tears flow as you remember the blood that the brave spent

Unearned guilt is the evil original sin sings

You’ve been told you’re guilty even though you never did a thing

The Leftist tactic to synthesize and synergize thru’ philosophical alchemy

Be absolutely resolute with rational pride to defeat the anti-American red tide

Threshold Consciousness Nightmare

Threshold Consciousness Nightmare

How sadness rebounds in the stillness after midnight

Melancholy Baby cries if it sees you’re smiling bright

Lay your head down when it’s time, but found is restlessness

Close your eyes and half asleep’s when you see love waving good-bye

So is this shred soul time when your hopes and dreams decline?

The savage demons of nihilism with corrosive fingers climb

Too cold, too hot, trapped in a sweat shop

Nerve needles that torture the skin until you want to scream

Sounds of the night, tormented creatures that come out

Imagination, illusion and reality in a synthesis of mind rout

A glimpse into limbo a warning from the future

God’s sense of humor to scatter a mind in terror

Tensed up is your body and suddenly charley horse

In surreal darkness you’ve jumped up but feel nauseated and faint

So writhing in undeserved cramp you shout “why me?”

Silence the response unfortunately

The Difference Is Justice

The Difference Is Justice

Name the enemy and face that reality

Not enough to know their strategy

To act quietly but powerfully outside the glare of publicity

To strike intellectually and demonstrate their fallacy

No dictator, no outrageous immoral system is reason’s relation

Stand firm for the only morality grounded too in reality

The right of the individual to their life is sanctity

To pursue their happiness in safeguarded Liberty

In appeasement lives the pathway to war

Passivity in subjective reality makes Lady Justice a whore

Fear of a bully instead of indignant righteousness

Look back and see the many already dead from such outrageousness

And so weak leadership is within an apocalypse

That those representing Liberty have procrastinated within lip service

Until the choice is stark and a brave leader is elected

Don’t let fear within the citizenry and dishonesty from the Fourth Estate degenerate the strong united

Evil of Duty

Evil of Duty

It’s the evil of sacrifice that diminishes until extinguishes

It’s called duty and the greater you suffer ought to be your wishes

To convince is the cue that targets you

Vital cornerstone to eradicate the “I” and make you do

“We” must be the only soliloquy

Sacrifice must shift from vice to virtue

The proselytizer’s tone is quiet, welcoming and neat

Words convincing, in a comfortable place or on the street

Will you or won’t you surrender to the evil grin?

Then begins your conditioning towards obedience and submission

Cut or hide or grow hair, then dress in a way where choice has no voice

Ideology or in subjective modesty, now you’re ready

In freedom no longer lives your mind

So your body no longer is yours to be kind

Now look upon those who are free, with great enmity

Thru’ political force or violence you strive towards “sanctity”

Breaks, Brakes

Breaks, Brakes

Do you believe freedom within Liberty is a given?

‘Twas not that long ago humanity was whip driven

Some have moved towards the absolute light

Vulnerable and passive it’s called reason, seed of man’s right

Right to your life, which nobody’s the right to touch

It burns with its innocent see thru’ like a lit match

But the mind primitive still survives, dragging knuckles and drools

Magna Carta then the Constitution granted respect to religion in a barter

Humanists, the irrational Leftist children of Plato

Where the group is the credo

Doctrines of socialism, communism and Nazism

Faith and mysticism driving religion and humanism

Yokes of choice that seek unearned guilt absolution

No concern about the future generations becoming statist slaves

Its near-sighted emotions instead of intellectual cognitions

Reaching for utopia or dystopia instead of rational solutions

The Dysfunction

The Dysfunction

Hell’s endured within the cracks

When angels fall because of life’s smacks

The calls for help ignored by those all smug and kissed

So they’re not seen and never missed

Forgot is the tale of how Satan rose

Forgot is how the children go, so society goes

Suffer the children, then anger and blood flows

Tears and remorse mock as the screaming demon chose

A society that refuses to see because of fear, is infamy

Frightened like Dark Age serfs of something they know but don’t see

They are the dead souls, their identity ghouls

For they wait until the phony silence is shattered, by screaming tortured bloody death

They expect remorse, like a nervous hungry horse

But they get only a metaphysical recourse

For look away or take their life you may, but it’ll never set them free

Emotion ruled society where the spoiled children dictate decree

Dropped Baby

Dropped Baby

Trapped feeling of despair is the prison

Feelings that tear to wonder at dysfunction

And always that jail cell without a door

Resentment that frustrates from rejection

Evil is the parent that is your enemy

No care for your future or whether you live happily

Flashes of guilt when your hatred rises

Repress that emotion until it laughs

So dislike for their gender becomes the grinder

Let the hatred out and say fuck the guilt

There can be no forgiveness, for it must be earned

The fear into hatred will never be burned

Impact on life is the struggle within their curse

Memories of emotional deaths suffered

Hate the world, no, because then they’ve won

So see them in every man or woman and let the feeling thru’

Censured Mind

Censured Mind

Take the sedative or continue in mind friction

Racing thoughts in swirling contradiction

Feel the psychic pain that pours like rain

Cut and scribe to transfer the agony to gain

How far to go until thought becomes the bullet?

So you start to paint and act out

Morbid fascination is your mind masturbation

Dangerous orgasm that illuminates society’s pacifism

They witness your eyes and assess the disguise

Medication for the damned but the demon hides

Good souls that try but are reluctant to sentence

Hear the music rise as evil kisses your face of innocence

Freedom walks as you stalk

Convince the innocent as you sweetly talk

The scales of justice unprotected are broken

The ropes around Lady Justice you hold and tighten

Suicide Candy

Suicide Candy

Notice how the enemy is chameleon

They wage canny war by stealing words

Concept destruction by changing meaning

Until the words spoken become mind feeling

Sewing feeling thru’ largesse

It’s stealing from earning and creating abscess

Emotion is their weapon cultivating sympathy

Shifting minds to the point of feeling guilty

Unearned guilt, that evil whore

Used down the ages to control and deplore

Activism got hold of education

Until too late has sewn the seeds of Western civilization destruction

Now there’s fear, the ultimate control gear

Self-hatred that pours in, questioning every tier

No words are good and suicide is the cheer

The Leftist apocalypse thru’ academia

It’s Called Life

It’s Called Life

How quickly the time has gone

Seems like yesterday everything was new under the sun

We were warriors of the night and partied ‘til light

A hangover was a momentary blight

Who was that staying over nite?

No need for names, that never brought delight

Not a bleary eye or a wrinkle in sight

But then you suddenly get to be all grown up

Witnessing consequences you realize it’s not an angel’s cup

Suicides and shattered lives of so many you hugged and loved

The white lines and golden rivers that drove high and low

Delusion that if it felt good, it’d be a future so

Stepping over the frivolous line, the light is unforgiving

Decimated generation from diseases and overdoses

The lunacy of religion spouting “just deserts!”

Yet, no regrets and we still have the music and it never hurts

Remember

Remember - Sep 11 2001

I remember that bright September morning

That clichéd phrasing the usual description

Everyone would glance at those great glass towers glinting

As you traveled from Staten Island across the water, they’d leave you smiling

Reflecting then thinking and lost in thought remembering

It’s sadness and sobs that turn to anger mounting

How dare those religious savages so cowardly go hunting!

We welcomed them trusting, hidden, their wicked intentions

We learned the lesson that evil is beyond reason

Understood that there’s no divinity protection

We must always remember that moral courage is the core

Based on our principle that Lady Liberty isn’t a whore

Y’see they hate us profoundly steeped in their deadly creed

They may smile and say hi’ya but you’re a sacrificial weed

Know who we fight, for they know you as does the Dark Knight

Seeking your death in their satanic lunar cult

Serendipitous Fleet Feet

Serendipitous Fleet Feet

Discreet affection is no affectation

Observe acutely and you’ll witness those surreptitious salutations

OHHH!!! Society, your small minded variety

Of dead souls that plod and function in the mud of social sobriety

A millisecond eye connection that disrupts the rest of the day function

A surprise kiss blown with a secretive smile that excites

A quiet comment that ignites your romantic heart

Moments that makes life a heady happy art

Peak reached because these are so often a dead end street

Destroyed by existing relationships or a social threat

But the excitement is alluring and illuminates

Fantasizes in your mind and pales everything else into boring states

And who might it be, you know not y’see

Surely he or be it she doesn’t indulge in that intrigue glee

Then time stops as the moment drops

It’s who you wished it’d be …….. damn and alas!!!

Light Fantastic Highway

Light Fantastic Highway

Pictures and music the ultimate key

Together takes you back in time into reality

Not nostalgia but within your mind

So yes Jemma, time travel has been found

Just close your eyes with images that unwind

The magic of technology is its emotional trilogy

Mediums to the Internet that transport to anywhere

Human urge to communicate, show and tell they’ve been there

Talented and open musicians reaching you like divinity

You realize you’re a tuning fork resonating from their love

Gives you a thrill, makes you happy and emotion-filled

You glide the musical highway with those pictures and you’re in the past

Mind a kaleidoscope with images and sound that echo back

You’re fifteen or, again and you find people long gone from your track

Control that sadness and tears that follow from joy

The return to now is felt cold somehow, but you smile from a glow like a child with a new toy

Ma’s Jurisprudence

Ma’s Jurisprudence

How soon the power of Nature’s forgotten

Of the Earth, everything’s carbon cotton

See the Hurricane swing and earth crack from the quake

Dear Ma Nature has no emotion or sake

You live where there’s a lake, one day a flood’ll ruin

Decide to stay on the tornado pathway, you’ll discover doom

Once more the Earth obeys its nature

Again and again it triggers that religious fervor

End of the World has always been a popular refrain

The End Days idea has frightened many from Hawaii to Maine

Out come the scripts as the terrified gather

Religion never agrees that earthly life is a happy endeavor

Predicting destruction and death and a hereafter

Better repent now or you’re headed for a hot place without an air conditioner

It’s times like that when reason must be the jurisdiction

Emotion’s an expensive luxury outside of sublime human nature’s action

Rome’s Legacy

Rome’s Legacy

Be proud when you can pay for yourself

Be proud that you live according what you must

Rejecting the suicide of what you want

That you’re self-reliant

See the deceivers that take and are the parasites

They’ve destroyed their virtue and become mites

Living in their emotions where a mind once was

Taking that government check off the taxpayers’ back

Destruction of the individual is the swing to the Left

I’m my brother’s keeper regardless if I want to or not

You let the government into your life

You’ll pay forever with a slave-like strife

It’s too late now for power granted has force

Don’t cry when they send your loves to war

Don’t despair because you’re termed a degenerate or a whore

You’ve become a child and surrendered your right to dare or bore

Always Salty Rain

Always Salty Rain

The pain of loneliness is a shredded soul

There’s nobody else in the world and you’re alone

Your world spinning and there's no joint

The rain that hits your face is the tears in vain

You reflect and see no color

It’s how you imagine your reflection to others

Constant fight to defend against that mahogany black

Overwhelming sadness sitting in ashes and sack

Bruised fingers from reaching and striking out

Mistakes are chronic and your happiness’s in a rout

Have to battle against mind brakes that terrorize

Self-esteem so thin and no sun rise

Wish or hope or pray for that sudden soothe

An angel out of the gloom

One day, one day a heart of happiness, soon

There’ll be no rain but sunshine kissing you again

Reason’s Foe

Reason’s Foe

Hear the preachers cry out

Declaring their way to heaven or, hell is your route

Religion and faith isn’t synonymous

Religion and force is the twin venomous

Mystical or theist, its direction or dereliction

The individual is never sacrosanct

Only the group or the obedient is the saint

Logical conclusion is self immolation

Do as I say not as I do is the saying so quaint

Dare you step out and its damnation

Derring-do and its prison or excommunication

Dictators all, as they command in narcissistic rant

Look where they live in palaces and grand mansions

See how they collude to ensure their machinations

So to hell with reality and millions that starves to death

Better delusion and excuses for destruction

Disobey

Disobey

Forbidden love’s so obtuse

A result of dictatorship or religious excuse

Rigidity rules afraid of reason and freedom

Throwback to patriarchal absolutism

The world moves forward, technically speaking

Minds remain stagnant, harking back to metaphysical confusion

Prisoners of fears, that of Liberty and eternity

Cowering humanity constantly seeking protective daddy

So wreck what’s traditional and defy conventional

Undermine the collusion that exists as governmental

Happiness of the individual is a rational fundamental

You risk being considered mentally unstable

But unchallenged morality is upon those who obey

Accepting standards without question thru’ edict or command but no say

Rather an hour of absolute satisfaction than forever in regret

Worth societal rejection for underground celebration my pet

Newtonian Girl

Newtonian Girl

Trying to keep the sadness in its den

It’s attacking with a vehement yen

Compartmentalize to save sanity

If it breaks thru’ then suicide smiles with vanity

See her stand out from the crowd, a tall flower

Resentful jealous eyes glower

This time they begin to bully and cajole

She feels betrayed and alone, it’s hurting her soul

They were all friends for a while, until they saw her inner smile

Then the frozen looks and their mission to ice her and rile

Sensitive souls are within the extremely good

Not knowing her heights, it’s normally stood

Came the final straw, thrown into her social media drawer

The matter was definitely them or her, emotions raw

Ring fencing the pain; rather let them die in vain

“Mother’s carbine grinning at me and, now it’s all mine …..”

Evil’s Whores

Evil’s Whores

Vividly I see Leftist hypocrisy

Twisting and torturing words’ meaning into idiosyncrasy

Vividly I witness the Conservative self-proclaimed defenders of individuality

Theirs is lip-service to Liberty as the betray humanity

Asked is why this philosophical debauchery

Their sneers say political archery

Their mouths with two sides say whatever they think you’ll cheer

Their god is jealous power and they sacrifice all, far and near

Diabolical’s the web they weave to capture The People

Under the disguise of sublime human nature they subjugate will

Raise ideological revolution where unearned guilt is the surrogate

Invade education to teach I’m my brother’s keeper incarnate

Culture of government dependency over culture of self-reliance

Now you have the never taught to think populace

Beware the governance that declares seeking to help

You’re surrendering independence for emotion that has no track

That’s Why

That’s Why

How I wish Atlas would shrug

His deliberate rejection has long been politics’ hub

Fountainhead of Liberty’s creation, Aristotle of the Lyceum

Instead pathetic fear and moral cowardice is the opprobrium

Decline of the West and rise again of the tyrant

Accommodation of collectivism, encroachment of the miscreant

From within the sanctum of Liberty the rotten vermin

Self-hatred and alienation their sickness, permeates education

What they’ve wrought is the sin of defiance against Nature

The pretense that reality is conjecture

So they teach the greater good of the group

Hear Satan hoot as Plato’s soldier’s troop

No absolutes but only relativism

No good or bad but only activism

Destroy historical record to cleanse and begin again

Khmer Rouge awakens in the Berkley fields

Lingering Kisses

Lingering Kisses

Color my love, the song of my reckless life

Stepping out when the clock would strike midnite

Steps thru’ the darkness and into the shadows

Down the stairs leading to where everything is vice

Into the world that exists between reality and nothingness

The walk on the edge where danger and ecstasy lurks

Faces momentarily lit, then gone from sight

Underground there’s only feeling that must be right

The sugar’s evilly sweet and the touches greet

Into the tunnel where urges decide and hands reach out

We fly high and the demon fingers tantalize

Listen to the cries which bring laughter and no regret

Stare into the bathroom mirror and the face is surreal

Only place of reality in this den of glorious iniquity

This existence is carnal and psychological too

Take this pleasure palace and run so they never catch you