Friday, January 23, 2015

Blunt Thorns

Blunt Thorns

Day by day
Function thru’ destruction
Pain is validation
Fight until emancipation

Tearing thorn triumvirate
Mind defense algebra
Antagonist’s acrimonious attack
Defeat thru’ Identity

Ice cube emotionless
Words disintegrated force
Witness emotional complexes
Hot cold psychosis

Pressure cooker world
Schooled intellectual fools
Dumb without teacher
Stilted education finality

Before We Allowed

Before We Allowed

The frightening love of a god to arise
How pathetic and small it makes mankind in these eyes
In all these eons has humankind stepped so short
That it is dominated by fear and irrational snorts

The hated mind that faith and mysticism fear
The mind that courage, freedom and reason reveres
That sadness when the bright are hated for being bright
Belief fearing the illumination of the mind being right

Mankind’s frozen fear of the blind base abyss
It’s sickening horror of eternity, fear of the mortal truss
Sanctification of the irrational attached to the rational
This the greatest sin against ourselves, debasing the moral

Look back to see when we were wild, wanton and free
Before we allowed fear to breathe and gave government the key
There was a time of burgeoning liberty, in the nineteenth century
Alas, ‘twas never raised to the status of a faith and now is in purgatory

Arc Step

Arc Step

Falling thru’ the cracks, along the way you’ll get whacked
The splinters plunge deep and remain within to be exact
Run your side to find your pride and never hide
Fight the tide of derision you’ll find and continue to ride

It’s being an arc trying to fit into a ninety degree step
Do you struggle with that view, a reflection of misstep?
Craving sleep despite a rest that was deep
Sometimes soothing of the soul is more important than sleep

You have to go thru’ the fever to reach the other side to truth
Truth of yourself, for only then will restlessness be gone
That sudden sickening ache not to be awake
But time has gone and obedience to physics always shakes

Oppress yourself, your mental stress is sorting of a mess
You know it takes time for your weakness to be less
Be kind to yourself and give yourself a kiss
Humankind is not meant to be rigid, remiss and amiss

A Klotz in Time

A Klotz in Time

When the shutters shut time is at a stop
No moment or age and close the clock
Sleep until awake then bake a cake
Movement only as it rises for its own sake

Has time gone by or has life moved?
This relative movement is preferred
Your world exists independent of other’s twists
No television or radio and no news is the best

Dilemma is the telephone for it also delivers time
Scan your calls or switch off for a world sublime?
Do you read a book or clutch at Facebook?
Those you hook up and others you’d like to left hook

Mood and deliberation may decide the orientation
Music to rock out on or Haydn to massage your soul on
Give your moment a name, this independent world between times
I'll call mine a Klotz because it makea me laugh like mimes

Saturday, January 3, 2015

Bliss

Bliss

Takes just one to notice you
To recognize the spark that lights you
Illuminates the unique spirit of you
That split second someone decides “I do”

Love blossoms in that atomic moment
Sub-conscious awareness in its convent
To follow surprising feelings of contentment
Breathless the mind catches up, hesitant

Stop to trip, such a human refusal
Makes the mule laugh, while it decides reversal
Reach out for that rough diamond so opaque
Hit your chin you know it is no fake

Happiness comes in packages of one
Requires surrender of fear that weighs a ton
Pursue your dream of love, not to miss
All the time taken is no sacrifice for bliss

Betrayal

Betrayal

Existing in life a machine
Betraying humanity unseen
Unhappiness the thread
Return from the dead

Problem of mind
They will be unkind
Fear the primeval instinct
Acceptance the adjunct

Mind brake locked on
Derision always hidden
Silence is the evidence
Confirmation the avoidance

Scream silently in pain
Such struggle brings disdain
I am worthy of self-esteem
Sometimes it seems a dream

Belonging

Belonging

Born at evening time so far away
Raised through night ‘til day
Forged by a woman so strong
Home was there above the throng

Individualist spirit mindset
Unable to fathom group reaction upset
Penalized by destiny of wanderlust
Realized Aristotle’s declaration of appetite

Reflection the Sesame for awareness
Embrace both sides of the happiness coin regardless
Learning the debits then credits of life enriches
Payment of not belonging encroaches

Stark light of Monday morning reveals lies
Nothing romantic being an island with no ties
Home without belonging, emotion of mental deficiency perhaps
Human mind relishes me, a martyr chaps?

Barrier

Barrier

Mind brake built
World feels no guilt
Closest One did not know how
Distress taught faith is a sow

Smash this mind barrier
Shock of electric hurt the terrier
Wounded setback to soul
Try again, confusion the ghoul

No Identity realized, I love a pretty girl
Sanity on tenterhooks, as she twirls
Chasm of reality with no bridge
Disjointed world of squares the ridge

Exhaust my being, learned not to hate
Express through Channels of state
Be gentle be kind, understand my mind
Be loving be loyal, I return in kind

Banished

Banished

No song of love
Banished to wintry trove
Sensory pleasures abound
True value not found

Quiet is the night
Calmness the plight
Wishes into dark
Blackness so stark

Resist loves abandonment
Torture the accompaniment
Soul crying out in agony
No witness to the misery

Invisible distress acute
Skepticism of future absolute
Reality grounds decline
Brings out sunshine

Away

Away

Your abusiveness led to abandonment
Deep wound upon the soul of this child alone
Caring mother that did protect
Despite you - made me strong never to collect

Constant moving world without trace
Self-pity would be such disgrace
Without knowing how to gather
Mind brake rises confusion the driver

Taught to think tho’ emotions the fink
Struggled to set myself free I did not blink
Such strength from Mater regardless of Pater
Sought to understand this world my gratitude to Ayn

I do grieve each day deep in my soul
I see a world different from my own
I do not have anger but love in my soul
I see my Identity unafraid on my own

Reason Embrace

Reason Embrace

Confounded by a world tugging then pulling
To discover truth became the calling
Belief found to be a floor of quicksand
Requirement to leave your mind on a hat stand

Turn left then find mysticism
Move right to discover superstition
Search why Mankind’s Right is Liberty
Founded in the Law of Identity

Fear of uncertainty so profound around
Embrace Reason, irrational mind hit to ground
Frightened of infinity that imposter from divinity
Remember the bogeyman from childhood, an obscenity

Know that you are One so touch the trees, feel the sun
Reality the objective truth, denial would the sin
Make your soul for the cause of life
Never to be twisted by supernatural strife

Artists Albatross

Artist’s Albatross

Dictators hate, fascists and socialists cannot relate
The heirs of Plato versus Aristotle’s slate
Jump to reason revealed the free world
Lyceum the core foundation of it all

The Politics, a blueprint for the New England dream
Eventually in Philadelphia it was born with screams
Do not forget the solemnity of Solon
Body named Supreme Court his courteous Solomon

The Intellectual is liberty’s child
But children can betray their parents in time
Artists as in aesthetics encompass the whole
They tell, uplift, enrich but can bring you into a hole

Artist’s albatross, those who will keep individualism will cry
Write, compose, play or sing these the collectivists decry
For nothing is stronger than words, music and play
Be courageous and brave as the art you say

Artists Ache

Artist's Ache

See the angels of aesthetics out on the edge
Always standing on and sometimes slipping off the ledge
They feel the strike of authoritarian blows
Winter always lives in the artists clothes

First to describe Mankind’s tribe was the painter
Then to dominate, illuminate and excite, emerged the writer
The biggest danger to the dictator and set humanity’s mind’s free
For the skill of reading enriches as no other to the nth degree

Poetry and singing, harp to guitar, their patron saint King David
Soothes, stimulates, compliments, generates energy and captivates
Emotions always piqued, the valleys and peaks wreck then recover
Addictions and feelings, emotions constantly raw, substances a cover

Days merge into nights for the artist, as time pushes regardless
Restless with happiness and anger, see the world without glasses
Bravery and courage to stand for convictions, declared to the world
But MUST be on the side of individual liberty, the truth to behold

Arrogance Grinded

Arrogance Grinded

Reality is not enough
Recognition is not tough
Rough or smooth is the cough
Reception process the strength

Tantrums are loud but a flicker
Tarantulas are deadly and snicker
Tarnish a reputation and bicker
Tarmac is hard, life’s little trickster

Love your routine, so serene
Love the expectant, one day careen
Love that dish, next time poison
Love is cracked, freedom the stickum

Life’s leveler named Newton
Left the world alarmed with his position
Light is white but colors its disposition
Let a holistic approach be the decision

Another Fight

Another Fight

Find yourself between the worlds of here and mind
No place else but stuck reaching as thought races round
Acceleration the uncontrolled key
Pushed like caffeine through channels which give way

Is this insanity while standing still listening to the wind rush by?
The urge to scream and run from your skin, a horror lullaby
No way to turn for its all wrong, can’t climb the walls of brick
Sudden stop is the round piece into a square brick block

Shake inside; you can’t stop the addiction tide
Once underway it will take you on that evil timeless ride
Find the mirror; force your mind to slow
Steady your body, it will not let go

Impassioned wonderment, exogenous existence the destruction
You can’t remain impassive after a journey towards self-destruction
Damned is humanity with surreptitious afflictions
But once again raise yourself away from teetering dereliction

An Idiosyncratic Gathering

An Idiosyncratic Gathering

Where do tears come from for the living and dead?
Emotions of the soul squeezed and wrecked
Young and running in a world with the future untold
Look back and remember the past – the future told

Remember the sweet souls that encounter your life
They come in different packages, sizes and ways
Open your mind and your acceptance for days
Learn from them surprises of life and you will shout hurray!

So far from my native land I came upon a corner stand
Looking back I was so arrogant and bland
I began to learn the riches that now keep me in good stand
How to explain this treasure chest; just keep it in my hand

We are all separated now by a distance and beyond
But I still hear and remember the sights and sounds
Laughing and screaming, arguing and dreaming
The seasons always ensure memories of the idiosyncratic

Alexandra Tusse

Alexandra Tusse

You scream at night when the moon is bright
You yearn for freedom, so near your sight
Your mind is that turmoil, the year’s only time
Never forgotten, your sweet valentine

So gentle is your soul despite the crash from life
You were left wrecked but came together from strife
I know your eyes see more than light allows by day
Your embrace of warmth so long ago stays

Ask questions before your anguish rises once again
How to escape your mind forever I know brings pain
Tears are friends as they remind you of your humanity
My tears linger on in sadness for eternity

If only there was divine morality in human society
Your mind would resolve and allow justice’s propriety
But never again will you feel the kiss of love in liberty
Never once more love in the night without time, only ecstacy

Again

Again

Once again blood flows in defense
To protect this small Land’s essence
Brave individuals knowing reality
Courageous, true blue and white, no superficiality

Enemy of evil, so evil, await in stealth
This evil that hates life, worships death
Rains rockets in hope of sewing destruction on all kinds
Defying reality, steeped in irrationality, suicide of their minds

Happiness tonight seems so wrong in this light
Let us cry for our Son’s in heaven’s flight
No tears of despair or fear – tears for the brave
Tears for the beauty of those who defend us, no more alive

Soldiers of Israel do not fall in battle, they die standing
They give their lives, wounded or dead, for their People living
They are another link from Deborah, to Gideon, to Yonni
Jewish warriors in their own Land - this sweet as honey

After

After

Emotions cool, dawn of the darkness
Black Widow is reality, destroying happiness
Physical reactions never disguised
Loneliness is no prize regardless of guise

Hangover in the morning sun of no shine
Longing for Darkness’ moon, often mine
Silence is the curse from the wicked
No cries of passion is silence’s prized ticket

Your perfume lingers in my skin, for on is so shallow
I remember your brief touch, time is a relative fellow
Your feminine warmth, time was forever
It is letting go that decides whether it was the nether

Breaking the barrier of After, secret unknown by few
I am one of the few, with fleeting loves; they kissed, and then flew
Face the mirror to look at your lines
Try to see what they saw, Black Widow's opines

Aesthetically Me

Aesthetically Me

Metallica’s the SOUND of my soul and wires me live
Pantera massages my soul and makes me cry and thrill to be alive
Black Sabbath soothes my soul, comforts and kisses
Bob Seger explains and ensures romantic regrets, those damn misses

Lamb of God allows me to scream out at the world free from guilt
Sepultura shouts my antipathy for belief that disingenuous quilt
Never afraid of my feelings and secure in my Identity
Rock out and don’t want to let go infinitely

Jedidiah my Identity, my existence, my being - lets me flow
Naked strings of metal red hot in the afterglow
Words once strung revealing the abstracts with overflow
Disdain for those afraid to shatter themselves into cinders that glow

Paint yourself in truth without the weakness of disguise
Down into time justice of the artistic arrogance breaks a guise
The shifting mind until Identity is reached
No resistance can endure for the courageous want it breached

Acid Weed Sky

Acid Weed Sky

Fear of science is the lysergic acid weed sky
Dominating the Establishment is original sin that wicked lie
Caffeine, absinthe, purple haze or Durban poison you try
What road scrapes your knees, rescues your creative high?

Hidden acid line between reality and mimicry
One step too far will imprison reality and you will cry
Mind conflicts with your eyes
Journey to Burning Man will liberate you to defy

Smoked or eaten weed will give that rise to high, to fly
But also look around at the suffering that cries
Discern reality then reject immorality
Let those that die to live the chance to smile happily

Fight for individual liberty, allow those who suffer to be free
Anarchy of the mind that natural right to agree
Once again risk will frisk you, that’s called lifeline
But liberty is your mind, your action to live or die, that's lifestyle

Acid

Acid

Walk alone the flowers die
Find someone the dark passages belie
Dark weight clutches the mind
Angry images in acid find

Question this mind attack
Bright colors strike against the black
Cling to reality if you are brave
Lunge for escape to endure the cave

Singing death song of darkness
Walk too far finds monsters wretchedness
Touch like a child - regret the ugliness
Drink the taught poison - lose the happiness

Innocent happiness is the blessing
Return to that light is the craving
Fooled you with the monsters touch
The monster is the truth loved so much

Absinthe

Absinthe

Mind and emotion at odds
I am pushed
I am pulled
The winner is destruction

The sweet kiss of nectar draws
Stop this carousel of warmth
No end or beginning
The endless circle is god

So comfortable in the false realm
Contradiction is reality
I deny my humanity
My desire only what I feel

No caring about the physical
The future exists in the present
Those who resist I resent
Time on the side of the straight-edge

Above The Clouds

Above The Clouds

Above the clouds the sun always shines
No matter that your tears can climb
Perhaps tear you down from the sublime
Stains upon the little child’s cheek

Remember the days of hide and seek
Waiting to be found was fun all week
Sense memories of a youth wild and free
When school was secondary and Mama agreed

Reach back to those times when impossible was a lie
Time stood still as the racing cars flashed by
No other world exists when you are in a mist of magic
You are not human but intrinsically fusion-istic

Heroes of the past, real without pretension
Embraced your zeal with surety and affirmation
An everlasting foundation setting your sights
Raising your heights to levels of happy delights

About Us

About Us

Hear the cries of the millions of lives
Death cries as starvation swoops and dives
No help from the great god in the blue sky
Clearly Mankind must heave to defend life’s cry

Turn about and reflect during a day
Small irritations made so large let’s say
Fed and fat are nations with so much play
Justice can only reign if generosity is a sun ray

Savior of humanity is neither duty nor demand
It is the mind where human nature sublime is in command
Teach the reason connection and how to fend
For this foundation of self-esteem is the only way to mend

Stand where girls and boys are an equal kind
Against the ravages of religion and all irrational minds
Work for a world one day where the rational mind rules
Where hunger and poverty will be a memory only; nobody's trial


Abandon

Abandon [emotion of kill – anger]

Betrayal of a soul prepares your trial
Look at the demon jury, your past in denial
Your smug conceited face so satisfied
Convention your security, truth sacrificed

You looked down at the black sheep
Your shocked face, blackened stained hands, so cheap
Life’s impossible leveler invades your perfect world
Abandon your façade, there is reality that strikes cold

Cry out that the square is broken, circle not round
Stamp your feet as the cocoon cracks on ground
Scream as children lose their privileged mound
Guilty that you live high while wretchedness is all around

Feel the cold clamp of loneliness capture you
Chains of no understanding weighting you
Petrified fear with no sound invading you
Demon jury of your making, declaring Guilty You


A Road Back

A Road Back

Call it a cosmic cloak that slips you to sleep
Sick or tired your mind has no memory of that drift so deep
Awake with renewal for a body older with knowledge of years
For a second or more youth surges bringing teenage tears

Is it not both shocking and surprising that life can move so quickly?
From as usual to a world surreal when you are sickly
Perhaps tired as life’s Jacob, you need those hours of trance
Moving from a dream dance to a sneezing séance

Notice how we see our parents in ourselves as time ticks?
Is this punishment, reward, or our mind playing tricks?
Remembering times ago of happiness when the world was whole
Knowing more now and wishing Verne had been wrong

Reality strikes but then all seems right when there is coffee at night
Seek the pleasures that embrace your soul with delight
A road back can be smooth if you jump the groove
This wander thru for me is a chocolate, coffee and music trove




A Humanity Revelation

A Humanity Revelation

Humanity loves to cry, the emotion quick to identify
Classical Grecian tragedies tear and mortify
Love carries you but pleasures when it smites are high
Do we strive to love to break the tie to cry?

Happiness in art is rarely spoken about
It is the destruction of the heart and wrought soul sought
Blackened blood through the veins like a flood pulsate
Searching and waiting for another’s anguished sadness to ruminate

Chill the happy ending until horror fills the chamber of hate
In others’ desolation and emotional dissolution do we find respite?
Where does morality draw death beyond which is guilty spite?
No separation between the art and the news when disaster lights

Nothing is sacred where the release of emotions is desired
Art gives absolution and religion too when guilt has been sired
Is this sufficiently efficient to prevent emotional self-immolation?
One step further over the fine line and we become the violation


103

103

My soul in such pain
This is not humane
Fever in chronic attack
Loneliness at my back

The ringing in my ears
Is like mourning for my tears
Sweet twirls of sickness swirls
Cherry Coke, strawberry vanilla smiles

A soul on fire will be humbled
No smug trite arrogance mumbled
Cold sickness demons surround
Their evil father wants a pound

One prayer Hear O Lord
In fever filled mind the sword
Through soul energy the demons dissolve
With dawn the Peace is resolved