One Day

One Day

One day I won’t be in left field far out

One day I’ll not be left like a forgotten boat at night

One day someone will want me enough that I’ll not be sweet

One day I’ll not have to endure the long lonely street

One day is like a torment when I’m the tormenter

Alone with thoughts that dwell and make everything bigger

One day is the reach to hell I’ve created and know well

Remorse and guilt the aftermath when the bottle rings like a bell

One day with Doctor Dream is the illusion I think real

Yet I know when I come down the dark cloud my emotions steal

One day I’ll win this immense mental grueling contest

It’s with divineness and evilness that take delight in my unrest

One day peace will reign and I’ll have a happy refrain

Though no real regrets I have dark mirrors that reflect disdain

One day my strength will gather for me and succeed

Constant conflict that reins me will leave and I’ll lead