Tuesday, October 16, 2018

Utopian Find



Utopian Find

When the bedrock cracks, see the abyss
Nothingness blinds and it hurts like an abscess
Step back quickly for the slide is direct to crisis
Danger zone of soul when so close to emptiness

Resilience is a back to the wall, human brilliance
Reliance on the mind is the furnace of existence
Separate emotions from decisions at that moment
Erratic possibilities are clutching, evil and intolerant

Oh my head! as the ache pursues my thoughts
Constant nausea, the pressure pushes tomorrow to naught
Spinning world laughs as I pray for a stable day
Where love and kindness, respect and thoughtfulness are the array

Sleep, blessed sleep for hours so far away, I weep
This constant fight to be awake is a self-inflicted torture I keep
Squeezing my mind is a mere feeling that is not kind
Always believing the next NOW will be my utopian find

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