Jester Set

Jester Set

My emotions are lit and explosions chaotic

I see my past and get teased with the future narcotic

Frustrations are that it’s all now, so it makes me neurotic

Decisions stymied because I’m a coward somehow and that’s idiotic

So Destiny teases me and I see both simultaneously

A clash within as synapses fire in confusion and, dastardly

I’m left with a mindset both elated and upset

A rollercoaster of sadness and happiness, the jester set

I know her name, but not her name

The first triggers soul pain, the other’s a guess in vain

But I want both to call my name

I sit in the silent cold, my emotions suffering chilblains

There’s no solution to this emotional execution

There’s only resolve in resolution to start my romantic revolution

Tabula rasa’s a slate too far, to eradicate romantic scars

But I know they strengthen me and true love IS in my stars